Sometimes i think it was better the way before than it is now. Sometimes it was better like in the old times than it is nowadays. You regret that you did it. But what can you do? The only thing you can do is to wait that it will be okay again. That is all you can do for now.
Trying to sleep and just happens to be one of those nights where your eyes get watery and tears start going down the side of your face. Wishing I could tell someone what I’m thinking of. Yell to the top of my lungs because I’m angry at myself. Maybe I just want to sit with someone who won’t judge and tell them what I’m thinking. It’s supposed to be only one of those nights but this time, it’s every night.
I won’t do this sh#t anymore.
I pretend to be happy.
So i put a smile on my face and laugh everytime.
I wish I had nothing to worry about. Sometimes I wish I had no one to worry about too. I just want to lay in bed all day, relax and do nothing. Just chill on my computer with food by my side and not have to deal with anything or anyone. Sometimes being alone is better than being surrounded by all the commotion the world gives us. I’m tired of everything.
They begin talking, get to know each other, end up talking every single day for how ever long, then one person just gives up. Back at being strangers.
Hm.. Cry and move on.
I doo loove you. 647
Smile like you’ve never been hurt :)..
Marc ist ur pogi :)